(Sunday, July 22, 2007 @ 7:58 AM)
A Very Important Person says:
Prelims are incoming. Work is piling. Stress is mounting.
Life is deteriorating. Time left is decreasing. Souls are shrinking.
Untitled Simple Plan
I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain and I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me? I made my mistakes
I've got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me? I made my mistakes
I've got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes, I've got no where to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
(Sunday, July 15, 2007 @ 4:43 PM)
A Very Important Person says:
I have been told that I am becoming more quote-unquote "girly". It is utterly scary and unthinkable that I should be observed as being more feminine without even noticing so myself. Is this supposed to happen when you are going to turn 16 in a matter of months? I'd rather stay 15 forever then.
It is sacrilegious to be losing myself without knowing it.
Leave Out All The Rest Linkin Park
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid, I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made, I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
(Thursday, July 05, 2007 @ 6:10 PM)
A Very Important Person says:
From now on, I will not post unless there is a real need to. But obviously, the correct answer is that there shouldn't be any posts at all.
Music, or song lyrics will help me say what meagre words cannot express. There is no need for me to speak, for there is no need at all.
Oh. And I have found a RED highlighter. Hah to those who scorned me at my quest for a red highlighter. And those irritating bookstore people dared to laugh at those who dared to look for red highlighters, saying there were no such thing. Well, hah. I have found one and it is mine.
My Immortal Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal,this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me